I did it. I have been thinking of doing it for a long time. Today, I went to see a medium. I'll admit I was afraid. I wanted to hear from Boe, and I was afraid that he wouldn't come through, or worse, he would say something that I was not prepared to hear.
She was warm and welcoming. Boe showed himself to her as a man. This did not surprise her,
for he is an old soul she said. She told me he was very evolved and comfortable. She told me he was only meant to brush this earth with his toes before he went on to bigger and better things, before he became an angel.
She told me that, even though she knows this is a cop out, he was never meant to be here and he is exactly where he needs to be. She told me he is at peace and happy where he is, and he is always with us.
She told me what Adam and I believed all along, that he held on as long as he could for his brothers to survive. He took the fall for them. He is a hero.
She told me that he whispers to me, which I believe, because I sense him constantly. She told me he is with us always. She told me everything I hoped to hear. She told me my baby is happy, he is where he needs to be; she told me he is an angel.